Hey, sorry I've not posted for a while, been dragged down but this whole NEW YOU! thing. It's 2015 and I feel as shit as I did in 2014, 2013, 2012, 2011 and so on and so on. I wanted to start jogging in the mornings again; I've only got up early twice this new year. I wanted to eat healthier; binging on SO MANY THINGS. You think when I ask myself 'apples or 10 bags of crisps' I'd pick apple. But no. No. NO.
I feel this will continue to be a long long rant. I want to change but obviously not enough. I wanted to start knitting and I've done about 3 rows and never looked back. I'd say after this I will change but I know that's a lie. I feel stuck and lost and lonely and useless and worthless.
I feel like too many sentences this post start with I.
You are beautiful <3 I don't know who you are or what struggles you have gone through or are going through but, inside and out, you are beautiful.
Sorry again. I'll post again when I clear my head.
